How could I

No way, pls.

I'm backkkie!

I'm happy right now, because tomorrow is my shopping day with mommy! Yay ;) Hopefully she will take out my money tomorrow from bank. Going Melb next week so better get some own pocket money. That money was from working time back in march hehe. Overnight at Deb's house tomorrow night as mom is going to Ipoh and I need to work on Friday, again Sri Petaling! Omg, damn far =.= Next week should enjoy enjoy and enjoy before contiunue in Melb :D Shall get my dress tomorrow! Boyfriend came today and watched Jennifer's body, not bad tho for me. Rated it 7/10 heh and bloody Mcd took 2hours to deliver, WTFuck seriously I was damn angry. All they do was saying sorrysorry, ugh. Drove around my place with sis's car which haven't been touch since dad went back to Penang last week. I think that's all for now. Muacks, goodnight world :)
P/S: I loveee his "new" hairstyle! Hahahaahaha

Training was at RSC. Will start working this weekend, at Sri Petaling gah super jauh. I want more money to spend :D

Blablabla

I'm still the same person today. Been home for four days straight and yes it's not good at all. Thank god tmr got training at OU, working this weekend. Next week is Melb trip and I need to start packing. Gaah, nothing to wear. I want shopping and I shall do some :)
I'm dizzy right now, TA
I miss my boy, wondering what is he doing right now.. ha ha

F* the world

I feel so horrible right now, no one understand how I'm feeling. I'm mute and lost my concentration on things. I cant really laugh nor cry it out. Staying at home isn't the solution I think. It didn't make me feel any better but there's nothing I can do. Thinking of what we talked, gah I couldn't imagine what will happen next year, on my spm year. I'm tired of it but at the same time I really don't want this to fall apart. I mean, who wants? I told her I don't really mind and just enjoy her life but I think about it for the second time, it wasn't a good idea to give it to her. I'm just lost, scared and couldn't judge properly. Bad sleeping habits and heartaches and worrying about things is just so stupid. I have a sad story right now, my life. I just can't wait for Melbourne and hope things back like how it was or maybe better. I'm glad my sis will be back next year. Right now, I need to fill up my heart with something. I'm not feeling anything except pain and pain honestly. I need some supports and hopes to make myself more..

Huh, I don't even know what I want. Night

P/S: I just want everyone to be happy. I just want to be happy.

Not better, just cool down

My blog will be dead as I have no mood to update it and nothing to update as well. Everything happened so sudden and I prefer to stay at home until next week, anything can just text me :) I'm always there. I just really feel useless right now, to my ___. I can't help but just cry along. It got better now but last two days things were very serious. Went out with mum yesterday for a drink with her friends and had fun but only at that time. I woke up and back to the same person I am. I feel extremely lifeless but that's what I have to choose. I had no choice and I'm lost in my own world.. I want to study hard now and make my mom proud of me. I'm about to burst again

I will be alright soon, wait for me.

sorry guys, byeee for now.

Things can never change even when it cools down, it just keep coming back and make your heart aches more. Until it stop aching one day, it's just too late.. My problems can never be solve, all I could do is nothing. I just cant say much here..

I'm so in love

Ignore that ;D

Skipped swimming yesterday with the bunch and dinner with Karen Yong who is going back to Taiwan tomorrow, so sorry dear. Will see you soon okay? Mum grumbled a lot about how FAT I am now and how I waste the petrol money going out almost everyday. Since I'm broke too, so I will just stay at home this few days. Let see what happen next week ;) I pity mum, haih cant really say much here. Bffs and Boyfriend will know why. I'm just sticking at home with all the revision books I bought yesterday. Till then, TAAA

I miss the old Edward I used to admire :( I read back New Moon last night and he made me smile again

P/S: I know it's boring and it's not the end yet, muuah.

All about the movie

Oh, I'm still jammed up :/

So, I went to ikano with parents since it's mom's off day and Dic joined us. Walked around and bumped into DEBRA CHAI. It was really funny how we met up at Element hahaha. Try to get off parents and went for lunch at Dragon-I, heh I'm such a bad child :) Movie was at 1.40pm! I started screaming and stuff when I see Edward or Jacob, I've already fell in love with Jacob when I was reading it, but even more when I watched it! Gosh, he looked so hot in rain and when he asked her not to leave, I CRIED. Couldn't resist how cute he is and his killer eyes, gorgeous sial! And the other werewolves ARE HOT, zomg. Boyfriend got mad cos I keep telling him what's next blablabla sorry! There was a scene where Jacob said "my body is 108 degree celcius", boyfriend turned to me and say, "mine's 109" HAHAHAAHA. Awwww, so cuteeee ;) Overall I would rated it 7/8 out of 10. It wasn't bad but not too good too. Hm, I just jammed up and couldn't give a review because I read the book for two weeks and all is summarised into two hour show. But definately cant wait for Eclipse, hopefully by next year? I dont know what happened to Edward in this movie, my image to him is kinda spoiled :( OMGeeee, I'm speechless due to the movie HA Some stupid guy laugh at the end of story, SPOILER pfft. I could still remember how I much I wanted Jacob and Bella be together in New Moon and Eclipse the book ugh :(

There's so much more I wanted to say , but nevermind forget about it. TAAA

P/S: I bought the sandal that I wanted for 50%! It's the red one :))

Hmmm,

Well well well

Why why why?

Aweeeeesome!

The werewolve on the left is sodamnhot

Easy fortune happy life

Handsome meets pretty

Love her shoes ;) Look so hot together! <3

Another cutie, superr macho okay

Ilovehimsomuch!

Aww :')

Current addiction! It's on 8tv 8.30pm weekdays, gosh both of the actors are so damn cuteeeeeee, in love ;D

How I rot at home

with tv, tv and TV which end up with headache. Heh

New Moon countdown, less than 24 hours! YES

I have approximately 15mins to update about yesterday, a great hang out with the bunch. Reached OU by 12.30pm and was waiting for JiaWen and twins. Met up with Keefe, Nadhil, Ash Li, Joel and Howie at GSC to get the movie tickets but couldn't decide so we went down and had lunch at BurgerKing. The funniest thing was we saw our teachers having class party at that time, omg such an awkward moment :P Ashley joined us not long after that as well as Ian and Faiz. After lunch went up to play pool and Deb and Kris meet up with us :) Decided to watch 2012 but I have already watch before so I dont really feel like watching again. But Keefe and Nadhil belanja-ed me so why not joing the gang, thanks guys! Temaned Deb and Kris for lunch at Subway and played some games. We practically owned the whole subway seats but there were only two of us eating. We were laughing and talking so loud, or maybe just me hahha. Took some pictures with Deb's camera before we left for 2012! But twins, Ashley and Jiawen didn't join us. Eventhough watching for second time, I still cried when Adrian was talking to his dad on the phone, so sad :( After movie, hugged Kris and said goodbye. Went up to arcade and played some vrooom with Deb hahahaa inside thing* and then she left. had dinner at Teh Tarik's place and dad called in the middle so got to tapow and went home. Bugged the guys whole night till midnight, sorry guys :D I'm just like that hiehie. Well thanks Nadhil for making me feel better, appreciate it very much! ARIF LEE ffk me, hmph

Woke up today and felt the same old heart aching pain, I dont know what's wrong with me. Not weather for sure. Hm, hope it will get better soon. LOL

Ash Li, Kris, Deb, me, Joel and Howie

Ian, Faiz, Brenda, Belinda, Ashley, Jiawen, Nadhil and Keefe

grab from Deb's*

Lost in the night

New Moon countdown, 2 days! Been telling the whole world hahaha

I had a great day out with the bunch from Hartamas today! Everyone had fun and I enjoyed it ver much :)) Will blog about it soon, not feeling good right now for the same old reason. Feel like crying, maybe already did inside. I dont know what's happening but this is what I'm always upset about, am I the cause for this? I guess it's nothing, for now. Night world, I'm out.

P/S: Graduation in Melbourne! I see the word sale today. Maybe a lil window shopping will make me feel better ;D LimJiaWen and KristinPhang is LEAVING for holidays :(

Just the matter of days

New Moon countdown, 3days!
Wolla,
Went to school today and did some photoshoot for school magazine. Oh gosh, dude you're acting like a bitch. Everyone is pissed at you, ugh. Anyway when I was on the way home I saw New Moon's poster on the billboard in TTDI! OMGeee, super excited and happy :') Boyfriend just bought the tickets! First day screening this Thursday at Cathay Cineplex, 1.40pm weeeeee Wanted to watch first show which is 9.40am but he bought 1.40pm. Nvm I'm still happy and lucky enough :D I hope I wont get dissapointed by the movie because I really love the book. I read the whole series after I watched Twilight last year and New Moon is my favourite :) Oh, cant wait! peace out. Anyone with the poster? I'M HUNGER FOR IT.

When hot meets cold, mhmm

Not a good sign

Headaches and weather

Weather is good, wet, wet and wet. I LIKE but headaches are killing me. I hate the computer room right now, full of cigarettes smell, yuck.

Nothing to update today, Sundays are meant to be boring isn't it? Currently watching "Sex and the City" the series. Mom brought it home last week and it's not that bad :D I know I'm kinda out of track or maybe century but to tell you something, I like it hahaha. Heh next week is going to be fun and OMGee really cant wait for Melb! 20 days countdown and Im going to meet my best friend there! Till then, TA! Hungry

P/S: Get to think of it, holidays are ending soon, SPM life already started ;)

I miss my long hair, should have cut bangs instead heh.

Need to be done

To kill some time on a Saturday night, I took some pictures- self posing. There are a lot but updated few only, heh. Taken without make up and no editing; was wearing my regular pajamas. Don't get annoyed by my face well in case you do, leave! Kidding :D I miss doing this

Never ending

Heyheyhey!

So glad Boyfriend came over today, he realised something wrong with me :) I think things between us is good right now. Well, didn't really talk to him about it haha

Let's start with yesterday! Met Boyfriend at Centerpoint with Afi and Ellan, group study. Went over to OU for lunch cos it was our four month anniversary, ily always dear :) I always had great time laughing at his stupid lame jokes and he loves bullying me. End up I will pretend to get hurt or something to avoid it HEHE. Our love life is simple and I love how it's going on. Hoping for more and more.. Happy Anniversary baby boy! Dad came and picked me up, sent Dic to Centerpoint. Wanted to sleep before the party but was too excited I guess. Start to get ready since 5pm hahaha.

Okay I went over to JiaWen's house and her mom fetched us to SS2 Kbox. Reached there almost 8pm and a lot of them was already there. Wished Ashley and said hi to their parents. There were four rooms and lot's of food and drink all over. Farishah started to choose some songs to sing, so what else? But not much variety of songs and so Kavee brought speaker and we had dance floor. I was busy walking from one room to another and joined Ash's parents for karaoke. I sang "Tell Laura I Love Her"; always wanted to sing it ;) Sang birthday song and had pictures time. They started karaoke again with all the screaming and jumping on the sofa until everyone's throat was sore. Didn't bother to take out heels oops. Tapow the leftover food and reached home by 1am. Thank you Ashley for such a wonderful night and most important hope you had fun! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY PHUAH HUI-HSIN, last one to turn 16 :P Really love your outfit last night! Hope you will have a great year ahead and be happy always! Way to go, secretary ;)

Fried Mac and Cheese, TGIF

<3

I cut my hair a day before and had it dyed

The brown is not obvious yet hiee

Outfit for the night, toga studded dress

P/S: Didn't take any picture last night but there are a lot of pictures with Ash, JiaWen, Ila, KaiWen and others

Girls are sensitive

At least I know I am.

My heart is aching, aching and aching since this morning not long after I woke up. I dont see a problem here actually just more to like sense a problem coming. Well, girls pfft. I know I know, its about controlling and stop thinking right? Just so useless and stupid to think about something you are not sure and get all emo-ed up because of it. When you think you have everything, actually you dont. Sound familiar? I'm feeling that right now. It ain't good baby.

I will update about yesterday soon, just really tired right now.

It's just so beautiful

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26 November 2009

Seriously I think I'm obsessed with it, I REALLY REALLY WANT TO WATCH IT ON FIRST DAY SCREENING! Its everywhere in my head right now, I can't wait any longer. I'm such a huge fan I would say and I can go almost crazy for it. I saw the pictures of premier screening in US today! Really really envy :'( How I wish, how I wish I'm Bella in the story. That would be dream of my life. I know that's f*ing stupid and I will never be like her. I love the movie, I want to be in the movie. Edward, how long more should I wait? Dont judge me, pls. I just need to release my feelings. You people know how I get crazy over this kind of thing, pardon me :(

400th

Not a very good number? Heh

Yesterday was really really fun! I enjoyed it so much and a lot showed up. Had dinner at Bubba Gump to celebrate Rach's sweeet 16th, a lot of things happened in between but I will just keep in by myself. Have fun at HK Rach, see you around love ;)

Went to OU with mum to cut my hair and shop, was rushing home. Sorry Mel, didn't drop by F21, I will see about tomorrow okay? Anyway HAVE A SAFE TRIP and I shall see you real soon! Missed hanging out with you and Joanna!

Tomorrow is another day I'm waiting for, Ashley's sweet 16th! At SS2 K box, its going hell fun and omg, when was the last time I party like that? Hope I can stay longer tomorrow! Pictures will be upload as soon as possible. Will blog soon, TA!

Baby baby boy! ily, its tmr :)

Holidays here I come

Finals is OVERRRRRR, now I can rawr hahaha. OMGee, felt so relieved! Uper hyper and excited which I dont know why, probably because this test was really long and tiring! Anyway, the party is on tonight!! Time to get some wild time and it's Rachael's 16th at Bumba Gump, Curve. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHAEL LOOI CHENG SIM! You have been such a great friend and great boobies hitter (in my dictionary) HAHAHA, I'm going to miss you when you go to HK, we are going out okay? Remember, Bangsar and we are definately going to have a great time tonight! Still thinking which dress to wear, brown or white? As holiday is really near, everything seems to settle down. A little bit more of Sasteramas and prefect stuff. My 2010 life is on the way and I already start planning :) Hm SPM started, I heard the paper was okay. Our school spotted some question and all came out, that's good to know. I miss my boy. I can feel his stress last night. Tried to teach some Sej over the phone. Hope that helps. Baby boy, I'm here! :)

I need some sleep, till then TA!

Hope he's doing well, pic taken yesterday :)